What's your biggest filter in life?
Mine must be imagination superimposed over reality.
Is it an energy thief, this Optimism... over what looks a drab reality?
Idealism or Realism? ...booked down to the essence really.
I'm often unhappy in both places, and it a hard potion to mix, a realistically logical and rational overall happiness. Is it the grey areas in between? Is happiness in the outwardly overall surround? The intangible place we all know exists?... Yet in time only shall this for us each be finally and ultimately without a doubt become a humbling new beginning.
See optimism. It's hard Wired over lying emotions, the filters tired within, living on a chemical carpet made of threads of chemicals, carrying this spirit along for the ride... never in my wildest dreams did I e ever think it might even come close to lasting this long!
Optimism, my overdrive I instinctively find each time in the end, that push that always without fail gets me through, and back to finding the smiling faces I've turned my back on, perhaps one more time as friend again.
Underlying realtime emotional blows of quiet reminiscing and fast forward thinking as my dogs play, and I alost in a quantum interlude.
I play things all on fast forward in my mind most often, looking for those balancing scales with vision, but often feeling an old can often forgotten, well used, and kicked to the curb.
It doesn't last long usually, but it always seems yo be somewhere there.
Optimism gets hard wired through choices!
You hardwired yourself daily, as we really truly evolve sy the speed of light!
You don't have to remain stupid, you know... Make a choice. Know the price of all choices first. At first it said chives, instead of choices. Enough onions to make one cry.
You can't see all these things by just looking me in the eye, but who has the time anymore to get to know ya.