Once again, I'm staying away until late. Pondering over this blank sheet of notepad as I struggle to recall what happened during the month. In split second, Chinese New Year no longer feels as festive as it was few days ago, people drag their tired ass to work whilst others struggle to get by the day at the office.
I, however, have been caught up in a situation where I don't feel the jitters, nor have I waste another precious day dozing off unconventionally. I actually feel energetic for God knows why, and while it isn't important at all to feel for the first time, I can't help but lay out the terms and possibilities for the cause of this "energy".
Ok, well, I did a little meditation; the 3-hour Tibetan Singing bowl might have helped to calm my forever raging storm. I've been doing it so regularly that it has become music to my ears. Imagine bad vibes floating afar from you. And as you dive deep into the forest, where you're literally starting to see yourself in a third person view, only to be disturbed by the sound of a whiny cat screaming for attention. haha
Perhaps the atmosphere was rather an interesting one for me. This month, I think I've accomplished more than expected, from attending meetups regularly to meeting new friends. It's just.. all in all... a great feeling to feel alive for once in my life. And I intend to stay it that way if God permits.
Here's a little preliminary on what my temporary happiness looks like
Could this feeling of contentment last forever?