She couldn’t help pondering what she should think about the feeling, the sensations, the aura that seemed to surround her. It was mellow, somewhat observant but into total experiencing of eating, drinking, mingling, somehow behaving on the wild side.
Was she given the ability to observe, listen and analyze, yet participate in the action, for a reason? The question must be raised — how does this not-so-young woman fit into the scheme of things? Not quite a total loner, but definitely not all the way a people-person either.
Sheesh! She was tired of trying to make sense. For now what she needed was complete irresponsibility. To hell with the why’s and wherefore’s — what she wanted was to just FEEL, no reasoning present!
Of course in her soul she knew that in the morning she’d read this and wonder what kind of gobbledygook had sprouted from what she considered a damn good brain …