...turns out I didn't had to tell this, she told you that herself! She only didn't made it very obvious so that naive people and idiots would believe she is nice.
She has told you indirectly that you can admit even 100 times your wrong doings, she anyway will repeat the same bullshit that people like me are making her responsible for their problems, that they ask her to solve their problems or said that she's responsible for other people's actions even if they haven't done that! She's making people feel bad that they are asking privately her advice, because it doesn't raise her reputation in public, making it look like advice asking and hand holding is one and the same, when it's not. She has also indirectly said that if helping you won't raise her reputation or she won't get benefits like your support in her crusade against me, then she has no interest to support you.
Like I said before, she helps people only because she gets something out of it, not because she really would be nice. Nice people are helping without thinking what they will get from others in return, but trixi isn't nice. She's selfish ass, who thinks only about benefits she can get from others.
Oh, and speaking about suicide. If I would wish to do a suicide, then I would step on trixi's ego and then I would jump down to her IQ!