Today I browsed through the internet and found this. I thought this describes Trixi perfectly!
And here's the reason why it fits for trixi so perfectly!
Although she wasn't talking with me, when she wrote that, trixi made it obvious that was meant for me!
If somebody doesn't understand then let me explain that trixi is reassuring herself fishbone76 is better than me. Yeah, right. As artist maybe, but as human being definitely not!
trixi pretends every single day that she feels empathy and love. Maybe she feels something distant from love, but definitely not empathy!
Empathy is the Capacity to understand or feel what another person is experiencing from within the other person's frame of reference, i.e., the capacity to place oneself in another's position. Empathy is seeing with the eyes of another, listening with the ears of another and feeling with the "heart" of another.
trixi doesn't have this capacity! If she would have, then she would've understood me, but she didn't. She didn't even tried, because all she cares about is to pretend to be perfect every single day!