Jimjam, law of disposition and feelings towards the opposite sex is like a pendulum like a broken Heart. At every point of our life's we experience self conscience, guilty and betrayal. Feelings that couldn't be accounted for, in this world nobody is here for you, you are alone ( carry your cross yourself) have been criticizing other people not knowing am part of the pack.
    Weakness is a sign of self confidence, you choose to know if it kills,destroy or use it to be strong. Where does our strength comes from? As a singer or writer where does your motivation comes from? What are you talking about, what are you writing about....who is hearing your thought/ music...I love contradictions " Does the heart tells the mind what to do or are they brothers living in the same room".
    Your family are your pillars, they are there to guide you at a certain age, they are your opposition at another point in time. Your enemy another stage of friend~ they gossip, mock, they build and make you strong.