This isn't your everyday colour, it takes only the most advanced souls to pull off this colour(not trying to over exaggerate). I feel like every time one attempts to run from emotional connections, it's a sign of weakness. Now, it is completely normal to be weak! I mean it's so silky, smooth and pale. I just adore weak people, they make the best EVERYTHING! "think about the colour while reading don't feel it, try visualizing a purple room(no door, no vents, no windows but it's nice and cool)" Indulging in anything worldly over the years has turned into something that has been largely hypocrite upon. YOU ARE THE WORL. Without your death, birth, sickness, cough, hiccup, sleep...everything else would not exist,so, having explained that, let me dive further.
 Why? let the world (you made) dictate what would happen, let's forgo all the "elements of life".  Atmospherically, you hold every single key that unlocks every door. The decay of the soul chakra (you've created and accumulated over the years) will begin, because your emotions were ignored. They are sewn from the womb chakra. All emotions have a genesis, stop ignoring them. As the aspiring actor you are, you'll need these emotions to direct you to take a true action. Basically, emotions are essential not for following but for analysis and perfection in implementation of actions. 
Purple GARNET.

(I need to start making quotes!!!)