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Wednesday August 17th, 2016

     Life is hard. Death is even harder. Yesterday I went to be with my best friend at the nursing home where her grandma is currently living.  I was not there for a happy visit - I was there because while you and I are living our lives with out any worries her grandma is ending her amazing long life. She has done many things you and I could only imagine doing in our lifetime. I don't want this whole post to be sad but it will be hard to have a smile on my face today. 
     I know yesterday was pretty hard for me to write a post - my brain just was not functioning. Today it is a little better - I for sure have some fibro-fog going on. Also this humidity is nuts!!!!! My hair frizzes out like a lions mane. Eh whatever I rock it! 
     My birthday is in 12 days - 25 years old where has the time gone. I wish I could go back to being that little girl who used to ride on my Dads Shoulders at the fairs so I could spot the best place to go. Or the little girl who'd sit in my moms lap after a hard day of kindergarten getting picked on and bullied and just relax with a buhba. In my language a buhba is a bottle - yes every once in a while I would have one even though I was like 5. Now at almost 25 I have to worry about paying bills, keeping a house clean and whats for dinner. All while juggling 2 jobs, school and doctors appointments. I know its a part of growing up and becoming an adult which I Love - but sometimes I just want to hope on my dads shoulders or snuggle up in the recliner with my mom and have a buhba. 
     I've been thinking about life - why do I need so much stuff - does it really make me happy? Or do I just keep it because I can't part with things??? I think a tag sale is in order - time to purge and get rid of shit. Clothes, shoes, nick-nacks, just junk that I don't need or honestly even look at. I'm thinking of going minimalist - I would Love Love love to live in a tiny house instead of the 1200 square foot house I'm in currently - maybe like 500-600 feet? That sounds amazing!!! Also I am thinking about vegetarian with the exception of eating fish sandwiches and maybe chicken. I just love those to much. So I guess that isn't vegetarian at all ha-ha. 
     I just like literally just  made an email for this blog - in case anyone reads it and wants to shoot me a message or just need someone to talk too you can! I thought it was pretty cool haha the email is: [email protected] I'll also put it in my bio! 

Well now its time to get back to work and actually do something! Have a wonderful day!

  stay humble, stay peaceful, and always stay hopeful 


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Wednesday August 17th, 2016

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