So I've decided to go out to Colorado for vacation in September. Probably September 22nd till October 1st. Maybe longer maybe shorter or who knows maybe I just will stay out there ha. I'm not happy here, at all.
I need change - good change. Changes like - a new House, new job, new surroundings. Just truly start fresh.
Moving out of the house will be hard - going back to my parents will be even harder. But sometimes you need to just go back to mom and dads to save money for your next adventure in life.
He's going to flip when I tell him. Oh shit. I need to worry about me and only me. What will make me happy? What does Meggan want to do. I'm done doing what everyone else wants me too time to do it for me.
If people can't respect that then fuck them.
I made Indian Butter Chicken for dinner tonight. For all my vegans out there just replace the chicken with tofu and you can still have the rice and peas that go along with it - all vegan! I might go vegan. I don't want to wear makeup anymore. I think it is ruining my face, making me break out. I also want to do that because I need to learn to love myself for who I am. I am perfect in my own way. I want to get a new tattoo to mark this next life journey. Maybe a little outline of Connecticut with a heart where I live and then an outline of Colorado with a heart where I want to be. That actually sounds pretty cool and like an arrow connecting them. I have no clue though hahahaha just blabbering now.
I have tomorrow off - what to do what to do. Maybe go see my parents if they are home. Or go do something - I think it is supposed to be nice weather tomorrow so a perfect day to get out.
I updated my resume and made a Relocation Cover Letter - just in case I fall in love with Colorado, which I already know I will - so it will be easier for me to find a job.
Like come on how could you not want to be here????
Well that's it for now, I've done enough rambling.
stay humble, stay peaceful, and always stay hopeful