Yesterday was the last day of my first semester exam in this school year. I didn't do perfectly well, because I kept thinking about miscalculation of my answer. That made me lost most of the exam time to answer every questions given. It makes me depressed every time that I think of it.
I got home with full of depression about myself. My life feels very unfair. I can Easily sick or traumatized by just words flowing from someone's mouth. They dominated me easily because they learned something bad and not supposed to use them during conversation.
"Their minds are seriously corrupted"
I never speak bad words (in Indo / Hokkien language) even once in my life to people, because I know. Implementing that kind of words into your sentence is offensive as hell. I don't understand why people would like to do that. If you want to know what are the words, I'll not going to add them here. Google is your friend.
In my opinion (for Hokkien and Indonesian "cursed" words), people who actually do that during talking usually shows their ego. They actually want to make people understand but offensive words are just.. too much. And also showing their "power" to control / forcing people to do something. Also it can be used to tell him/herself that he/she make a mistake. It's horrible.
It's better to find another way instead of throwing these kind of words to people. It's bad, even it's also implemented in jokes. Seriously. I'm sick of hearing people talking these kind of thing as their conversation habit every single day.
That's for today's post. Thank you for reading!