Amidst the soaring pride and broken Heart, I could never deny that what we had was special. Whatever we had, since we never had a chance to put a label on it, we had a good thing going. It just sucks that we have to end this way, and know that I’m still not okay about it.
You might think that you’re not right for me, but that wasn’t/and still isn’t your choice to make. I get to decide who I spend my life with. You left because you thought you knew what was best for me or in our situation, when it was clear that it was you who was best for me. And we both know that you need someone like me in your life.
I placed you near my heart because I knew you were it for me – the person I love and care for. You made me believe something I lost faith in, you made me feel things I thought I would never feel again. You were my silver lining.
In a matter of days, I will say goodbye to the year of 2016 and start with a clean slate. When the clock strikes 12 on January 1, 2017, I’m letting you go.
But since it’s still 2016, I’m still holding on to that little ball of Hope that maybe you just need time to figure things out, and that before this year ends, you’ll be back in my arms again. So let me just say this: I hope you change your mind, and come back home to me.