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A week during on PrEP was a struggle - the side effects are making me lethargic, brought me all week nausea, lost gym strength and libido and the worse, it brought back glimpses of depressio… Read More

LoveYourSelf Inc., via Project PrEPPY (PrEP PILIPINAS), is making PrEP available in the Philippines. I have signed up last year and I received the invitation a month ago.  Read More

Hey! I am down with flu. It sucks because whenever I get sick with influenza, my minimum recovery time is 5 days yet I am here at work on my 4th, feeling light-headed trying to finish my wor… Read More

Doing the countdown is hard. I will avoid doing so because I will be a crybaby (as I have always been) until that day that we end our story together. I just need a good sign, not reasoning… Read More

Dear diary, No, I am not doing the jump hiatus again. I am just stomped with work and school stuff, and it is nearing finals plus the survey this coming weekend. I will return the week after… Read More

When I was young, I remember that my playmates and classmates used to bully me because of my homosexuality. As time passed, I learned how to ignore emotional attacks through apathy. Through… Read More

This was my second time to visit Cebu. You probably can finish doing a day-tour in a day but we skipped going to Taoist Temple, Prince Cafe and Tops Lookout because it was raining the whole… Read More

I usually do lone beach trips annually but last year, I failed to do so because of overwhelming schoolwork from Stat 221 (which I have to redo anyway next semester). This year, I brought Jay… Read More

Remember you caught me jaw-dropped when I met you at Family Mart? That’s how I felt earlier^23423534 that’s why I didn’t know what to do when you visited me and handed me y… Read More

After watching I’m Drunk, I Love You at Cinema 76, it makes me wonder, when will I graduate from this attachment? It is not just timely because I am finishing my Masters in Statistics… Read More

I will soon be back, but maybe not for you. This has been stuck in my mind while I was walking along dela Rosa walkway while I gazed upon the color LED fixed on the ceiling. These remin… Read More

As soon as I am stable, maybe I should just switch you off for now; this is always heartbreaking Read More

So, earlier, I decided to kneel down, look up, offered 5 minutes of my time and talked to Him. Overall, it was refreshing. I shed some tears, offered myself that I will fight this depression… Read More

At the end of the day, how much you try to forget those memories that may bring back the pain, the more it rushes to your imagination. Even after doing something worthwhile even for a few mi… Read More

Why is this so timely? Read More

Keep in mind never to walk away from your self because if you do, you have just given up on your life. Love doesn't walk away, people do Read More

When will this start being okay? Read More

Do you remember that you were afraid that I would move on first before you? I know that you have laid your reasons for me not to sulk on this wallowing depression but as much as I try to do… Read More

Thank you for meeting me yesterday. I think that’s what I needed – the closure which we never had the last time we met because I felt like I was abruptly left in the dark, withou… Read More

Regardless how much pain and disappointment you are enduring, you simply have to see it as the other end of spectrum to keep your heads and hopes up high looking forward to the day where you… Read More

How do you feel meeting him? Spoken like a true counselor. Last night I told Jayvee that he wants to meet me this weekend. That right moment when I received the text, everything came back &n&hell…Read More

Three strikes and I maybe should just be out, out of your life.Filed under: Foxy Read More

Being in love is one of the greatest feelings in life. You bond with someone who is very special to you, whom you may want to spend your life with. But being in love isn't all that glam and… Read More

As we get older, we become more honest and don’t have the patience for pointless drama. Having Jayvee with me is one of the most precious things that happened to my life. We started on… Read More

Today, my niche has changed. Am I changing this blog to be a one-way letter to the man I love? Read More

Until your name becomes rarely mentioned in conversations. It is I who keep bringing up yours, afraid that even for a day without thinking about you, could be the start that I am starting to… Read More

Two weeks have passed and today is the last dose which brought euphoria, feeling of grandeur and masculinity diminish. Tomorrow, I shall recover from it and it may take me a few days or even… Read More

Polyamory is definitely not on everyone's plate which makes me wonder, if I am really that insensitive or just pushed to the verge of challenge that made this relationship a failure or on ho… Read More

As much as I avoid these even walking swiftly to work, I make sure that I will stop by and pause at an intersection where I saw him first on a daylight. Until he sent me this: Read More

Because I am heartbroken clinically and figuratively. A post shared by Adrian Cuyugan (@foxyreign) on Mar 12, 2017 at 6:53pm PDT   Be careful with your meds, Adrian. Rub dub.Filed under… Read More

People do stupid things when they're emotionally vulnerable and it almost happened last week. Without even thinking the consequences, I almost fell into this trap and I was lucky that someon… Read More

Kung sakaling nakikinig Alam kong maari dingin din Ngunit kailanganko tong sabihin Di ko na kayang, ilihim Umaamin ito ngayo’y sumisigaw ako sa hangin Dinadalangin Na sana ‘di pa… Read More

It's becoming habitual checking a playlist if there's an update hoping that he'd think of you as this is the only one-way path of communication where silence is better Read More

Six days and counting. Six days. — Adrian Cuyugan (@FoxyReign) March 7, 2017 Three hours and more.   These are the numbers stuck in my head this morning. It feels so bad that tomo… Read More

I have never believed in forever nor second times, only random chances. In Computational Statistics, you can run simulations to a large finite iteration and come up with the same result give… Read More

When people intertwine morals and beliefs with reality and expectations, things definitely change - that's a hard fact! Not everybody could live a a fairytale-like lifestyle while breeding a… Read More

For the past 6 months, I have been training heavily - just strength. I might have slipped some cardio exercises but it would be less than 20 hours for this year (that's new for me considerin… Read More

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MotivationAs I am going back to the Philippines to pursue further studies in Statistics, it intrigues me if Data Mining and Data Science are catching up. I am seeing some positions in jobsea… Read More

If you are like me who is starting career in Data Science field, there's no other good advice from people who are notable in the same field; of course, experience and proper education are ad… Read More

I was sleep and having a good dream but I cant remember the good part. The part I can remember was when I was on the same bed now, where I was asleep and I saw myself on top of me thinking t… Read More

Five days post 2014 Anno Domini, I said yes to be committed to younger Chinese 男孩, Yo Read More

As the holiday season passes thankfully so does the urge to eat all the delicious food on offer. But the turkey, the pies, the candy and the treats all take their toll and before you know it… Read More

Wasn't it a few months ago that a lot of women are massively admiring the Olympic medalist diver? He posted a video blog saying that he is currently dating a guy in which he felt that it was… Read More