I work for Allstate as a customer call center agent. It’s really as stupid as it sounds but it pays good money. Bear with me.
I have placed 47th place out of 563 for my tea… Read More
I’m alone. I don’t have anyone to feel like they want to be near me.
I get it. I’m pretty boring, ugly, and unintelligent.
But don’t I deserve for someone… Read More
About everything.
Here have some music.
Because this is right.
Because I miss him.
Because I want to be loved like this.
Because I’m drunk.
Because I love,
Countess BatsFiled u… Read More
Did you know you can emotionally die? I didn’t either until a building came crashing down on my chest and my head decided to be a helium balloon. That’s what my body… Read More
This was one of the days that hell on Earth broke free from my brain. I had planned it to the last second. The amount of Thorazine I would take and beers I would add on top of it… Read More
HI!!!!
Obviously The Countess has been gone and now she’s back for right now. Howdy.
I’ve been there and here, everywhere. I’ve done this, that, and stuff. &hell…Read More
Who knew people who are having issues with mental health are so arrogant? No seriously, who knew?
I’m going to call him Fred, I’ve never met a Fred so I’m calli… Read More
Today my kid’s soccer season starts. I have to talk both of them into doing this!
Keep it simple y’all and have fun.Filed under: addiction, alcoholism, Bipolar Disorder, F… Read More
I have zero desire to add what year he was born and what year he died, sigh.
This one hit ME hard. Being Bipolar and alcoholic…how can I possibly know that I will survive this… Read More
Tonight, in an AA chat room (and keep in mind this is just online) I watch so many people tell someone that was struggling that they were not sober because they were taking their prescriptio… Read More
I want people to love me no matter what…in my f2f life. I want them to stop hating me, stop yelling at me, and to stop being frustrated with everything I do.
I want unconditiona… Read More
My family wants me to live normal. I’ve never known normal.
Two weeks ago I had an ambulance come to my house to help me. I don’t know really what for…I think… Read More
There is nothing more satisfying than a coach asking if your daughter will be at every game through the season and to please have her show up on the games for the tournament (that I had no c… Read More
18 years ago I gave birth to a child that was not alive. I hurt every year on this day. Physically and emotionally. If you really know me then you know I love my kids. &nbs&hell…Read More
At what point in time are we not putting a boot in someones ass? RIP dearest James Foley. Again, at what point are we not putting a boot in someones ass? I get peace. I don&rsqu&hell…Read More
Tonight or this morning which ever one works for you, I need to know how you explain mental illness and addiction to your loved ones. Not only explain it to them but get them to unders… Read More