I am electronic repair technician. My job has been deemed essential. I agree that we are essential, but not at full capacity. I am currently working on jobs for places that have shut down be… Read More
I wish that I could treat the world
The way that it treats me
They condescend as I pretend
It doesn’t bother me
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I often try to see the world
from others’ points of view
I… Read More
I remember happy days
Happy days that came and went with ease
I remember early times
Early times when our ears could hear a please
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I remember selfish days
Days before your spirit nee… Read More
You’re laughing and crying and lie all the time.
Your choices of danger just lead to more crime.
Your common reactions, akin to a mime.
How could I miss this? You are borderline.
&ndas&hell…Read More
Failing as mom
Failing at life
Got it all wrong
Terrible wife
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Winning at cries
Winning at stress
Both out and inside
Feeling like less
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Neglecting my man
Neglecting my mind
Th… Read More
Predictable lies
Predictable pain
Deceit in the eyes
Defeat in the rain
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Countable whys
Crash-worthy trains
Heart running dry
Pain in the brain
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I’ve tried and we’v… Read More
Birthday hug
Birthday kiss
If I could grant
One birthday wish
I’d ease your mind from pain
I’d stand with you in the rain
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Birthday gift
Birthday glance
If I could get
One… Read More
You’re reading this now. But, why? Were you punished?
No. You’re intrigued, amplified by 600.
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It reads like a child. But yet, you cannot end it.
When done, at the end, yo… Read More
Emotional waves, I’m trying to ride.
Stress of existence, I wish I could hide.
Minutes and checkpoints, I try to abide.
Exhaustion, frustration and fear all collide.
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Ignorant j… Read More
Beaten down with shame and fear
Your actions show intent, quite clear
Impending doom is looming near
And in my mind…… no words
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You cut yourself to pull at strings
No sign of… Read More
A special day brought you to life.
I struggled then to do things right.
You gave me hope. A shining light.
You hate me now. What the fuck?
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Gave up fun. Passed on friends.
Watched you grow… Read More
Awake
Awoken
To fate
I’ve spoken
Just wait
I’m hoping
You’ll see
There’s light
Inside
That might
Give ride
It’s right
Beside
Your dreams
Through tooth
And… Read More
What’s wrong with Joel?
Deep down, there’s a hatred
For any and all
Of the various vape-heads
What’s wrong with Joel?
He’s in love, you see
With good Dr. J
And… Read More
Depression
You asshole
Go fuck yourself
Eat shit
And die
You ignorant louse
Don’t EVER let
Me catch you
Outside my house
I’ll knock your
Ass down
And rip your heart out
Tog… Read More
I’m trying now
To think about,
The thing I just forgot.
Where did it go?
It was right here.
And now I am without.
It’s hiding now,
From me, I guess.
It must have run away.
I wish… Read More
I love you so much it hurts
I try to hold back
But in strength I do lack
Cause the tears still come out in spurts
I try to be optimistic
Even though I am crying
I know you’ll be… Read More
I love you more each day
And when smiles fall away
Just know my love won’t sway
I know you’ll be ok
When scared, just lean on me
My strength is like a tree
I’ll hold you ti… Read More
She is funny.
She smiles at me.
She is warm.
She sings a lot.
She makes fun of me.
She is sad.
She tells me I look pretty today.
She screams at me.
She is beautiful.
She hates me.
She smells… Read More
I appreciate everything you’ve done for me. Thanks for bringing variety into the mix, so I don’t get bored with you. You’re nice to have around in almost every situation. L… Read More
I haven’t any more to give
I’ve cried them all away
But just when I think that I’m done
Oh look there’s some that stayed
It’s like a childhood bully
That teases… Read More
Did I love you with all of my heart? Guilty.
Did I take care of you from the start? Guilty.
Did I help you learn and play and grow? Guilty.
So why then, now must you go?
Was I not enough? Gu… Read More
I know that you were lying
There was, of truth, a trace
I saw it in your eyes
It’s on your stupid face
I heard your words, dishonest
Between your teeth they pace
I think I’d like… Read More
Can’t sleep tonight
I tossed in the bed
Exhausted and tired
But wired in my head
Can’t sleep tonight
But oh, how I tried
The flipping and flailing
Back and forth, side to side
Ca… Read More