What I exactly want??? Here the word "I" mean all. But I am sure all don't know what they really want . You can say that I am trying to let them know what they actually want by this article.
What we exactly want whether we know or not is Freedom . This single word means a lot . But you have to feel the matters hiding in freedom. I swear the matters will be some how different to you.
Ok!! Then what is freedom??? You will say " It's fucking easy. To talk , to walk to eat ,to drink , to Love , to marry , to believe in religion , not to believe in religion , to dress up , to vote .... freely is called freedom." I don't know, you may say something else . But most of the people will say the marked speech. BUT I wanna say NOOO. All that are not freedom at all. Freedom Is some thing deeper.
There is a word "Independence" which is used as the word "Freedom". Actually the word "Independence" clarifies freedom most . Because if you are Dependent on anyone for anything then you are not free. How?? You may say "I am dependent on doctor to cure my diseases. " But you must remember that he is also dependent on you for money . So if u have to pay anything for your dependence then that is not really a dependence .That is a deal Or a business for sure . So to go to a doctor does not destroy your freedom. But if you don't pay the doctor then you are dependent on him.
Again if you are forced to something then your not free . And think it is known to all.. But if you are forced to something what will give you much more in return then it don't go against freedom. Like if you are forced to not taking drug.
Okk. then you can say " I can then live in society freely being independent and do whatever I want . But if you do such a thing that really does harm to people ,create violence and destroy other's freedom , then you are not free. Because you are responsible for other's problems but for making those you don't pay people anything . So terrorists are not free at all.
Last example .... Your parents love you . And you know you don't and can't pay anything for their truest love . Right?? But all are deals . If you love them then I think the deal is equal . Loving them can make you free. And if you ignore them , you are all but not free.
In this way i tried to express my thought about freedom . It have many limitations but We are free to develop ourselves for sure .