Why would I want to call my brain a non worthy one ? That should not be done right ? We’ll at least a ted talk that I recently listened tells that . Never ever put your self down.
Okay ” never putting yourself down ” does make sense but at certain circumstances it becomes inevitable or I guess I did it on purpose.
Weird right ? Why would anyone want to put their self down ?
We’ll this was the reason , if I never ever put myself down then
1- I never will know how it feels ( we’ll at the end of the day I would want to experience everything in life , be it a good or a bad one )
2 no one can predict the future , who know what is in my road , so I maybe in a position where I have to build my inner confidnece and come up
So seeing all this I felt putting myself in the worst situation at times will help me in the big hurricane or tornado that I have to face .
So why would I call my brain a unworthy one ? I seriously could not find any use of that thing sitting in my head called brain from the day I was born ( initial phase of putting yourself down )
It’s been a 20 year journey till Now and all I have seen is failures in life . As it is called ” the milestones of the life of a Indian student ” , yeah I am talking about my 10th and 12 the Grade .
Studying in one of the most prestigious schools in the country and coming out with sucking grades is depressive .
So here come the role of those two giant ships which have seen everything in the world , been through all the tornadoes , hurricanes , backstabbing by crew members etc
First impression my mom was seemingly happy which resulted in happy faces on my dad , later things changed , my percentile was not sufficient to get an admit in good colleges .
So this first impressions of an unworthy brain
12 grade there was no change , same old sad faces same old situation (or Ramayana I would call it as) .
Because I could not do well in studies does not mean my brain in u worthy right ?
I mean how more lame could things be ?
Okay peace life is loads more
I could do many many stuff , all I had to do was dive into the opportunities and explore it right ?
Okay so that is was people say so why don’t I try new stuff that I never did so o could see how things work with me in that way .
We’ll one lesson learnt was that grades are shit and I don’t get convincing grades
Second one or two bad shit can turn u away from the path of your destination
So keep working with a positi5 attitude wighout giving up hope in life was the shit that I was depended on thinking it would lead me to my destination that I always dreamed I will reach someday