Well, well, well. If you didn’t understand the meaning of the title this is a Public Service Announcement: I’m Fake. I was sitting in my chair sipping my tea. When the tea spilled on top of me. Yes me, okay picture this I’m on the bed thinking about the New Year coming. Planning my goals, and entertaining myself with the Sephora website. (Not Sponsored) When I received an Email.
The email was pretty long almost too long to be from a random person. So even though it was stated Quote on quote that “they didn’t know me” end quote. I think the person knows me personally. Don’t get me wrong I’ve received long email from random strangers all the time. But this email although pretty much stated things I’ve said or shown on social media. The email still pointed out other things with accuracy that only family or friend would know. (Those things I will not be stating for personal reasons.)
So yeah then he or she ended the email with that I’m fake. Although I won’t tell you word for word of the email or the personal stuff. I will tell you the main problem the person had with my website. How am I able to support myself, travel, and shop like I do without a job? It seem that a lot people think I don’t work. I sit home all day and write and live off others. “So I’m lying to my little bit of followers that reads this blog.” The person words directly from the email.
Look I don’t have to give an account for the things I have or the money I earn. If I want to take my last and go shopping at stores that you said I can not afford then that’s me. But what you not going to do is call me a liar. I’m not going to show every time I go out or everything I buy on social media just to prove myself right. Who does that? And I don’t have to show anyone my paycheck or bank balance. At the end of each day I’m happy with myself.
Another thing that was stated was my husband does not treat me like that and how I chose to describing all the things that goes on in my marriage. I gloss over a lot emotions that is negative when it comes to my marriage. Like for example when we when though our loss. This blog wasn’t meant to be dark. I wanted people to enjoy the little window I let open in my marriage. I don’t have to tell you guy every time we have a fight. Or that our misunderstandings drive us crazy. This is to entertain and rant a little. I keep everything lite because I was in a dark place for a very long time. Hence my second book Damnation to Destruction The dark place of the Airport. It give you all the dark moment at the time of my mother passing. Some moments were too dark that I cut them out all together because I now want to be just happy.
I learn from my husband that happiness is a choice. And that if you want to make the best out of life you have to work hard not to let anyone steal your joy. So I replied to the email but saying. And I quote “Thank you for reading my blog, and yes I am fake. Have a bless day.” end quote. I am not feeding into negativity. I chose to be happy. So let’s start this year off right Macy’s, Victoria Secret, Sephora, Mac Cosmetic all are having sales right now. (Still not Sponsored) I will catch you guys in the shopping mall travelers. Until next time.