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Another f#%king growth spurt

Another F#%king Growth Spurt

Hi my name is Kelvin. I’ve been an introvert for as long as I can remember. It was only a few short years ago when I decided to come out of my shell and I poked my head out like a chick breaking free or more like a butterfly in a cocoon I Guess. My transformation came at the time it came and I can’t imagine it any other way today. I was pretty mellow, a little scrawny ball of melancholy at the age of 16. That was a crazy year for me. It was the beginning of the life I have come to know. A stage in my life that was just starting. I was just starting out as a fresher in uni. I guess I did have a couple friends but most times I was on my own. A bit of a loner that way. A few years passed and I lost that inhibition I started with. I could say my social life was kind of better because I saw myself in other circles. It came when it came and to know fault of mine. I grew. Still a little weak, a little scrawny but in all regards I was beginning to see life has more than just going through the motions and I actually started living. I still felt like a boy though. Not much changed there but that soon will change a couple more years down the line. I am aware of the many lessons I have learnt but of course life is in a continuum and those lessons can contradict each other or be subject to change in different contexts but one of the lessons I learnt is that even in the face of uncertainty one must forge on knowing it will all come to make sense in the end. Live wisely that’s what I try to do every single day and  it doesn’t always work out but still another Lesson is to be strong in the face of this and keep a thick skin about those things. My being reticent when life throws curve balls and handling those problems as wise as possible. One never sees the end in such things as life is endlessly complex but I choose to attack it head on with self conscious assurance. This is my truth, my way, the only way. This is my journey to self actualization. My road to personal mastery but in my inner world and of course I mean to conquer my outer worlds as well. That will come in time but all good things take time.



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