So I have so many questions to ask, so many things I’ve been skeptical about since I started actively searching for answers. It would have been a lot easier if I didn’t ask this questions and just stayed in willful ignorance but that’s not how I want to live my life. Not knowing if there’s something better out there, so I read a lot. Anything I can get my hands on. A life of growth is what I want so I’m always trying to improve.
One of the questions I ask myself constantly is would I rather be stoic and able to handle problems as they arise or would I rather just live a life of comfort. I Guess everyone has problems so its best to push yourself to be better while not neglecting yourself at the same time. Who knows? You might need that strength one day. I think I’d rather be ready for whatever might arise. Be a warrior in the arena, take on every obstacle I can and win at life but sometimes I also want a quiet life, something without the noise of constant repetition and live in isolation from the vices of the world. Maybe escape from it all and just think and read and think and read. I guess life can be hard but maybe it doesn’t have to be.