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Self Doubt

Self Doubt is something we all deal with quite often, some more frequently than others. Self doubt I've come to learn comes from what psychologists call a core belief of not being good enough.
The need to put something out so perfect overides the need to put anything at all out there.
 A few days back I read on instagram that Amitab Bachan finished 6 years on his blog writing everyday that too.
I've always doubted my work, I've felt if I don't feel the emotion from the heart I shouldn't write at all. You know what the truth is ? There's nothing I enjoy truely more than writing, perhaps for as long as I could tell. Whether I was happy or sad or in between I always wrote. The only thing I can think of which I love more is reading.It always made me feel at home. Perhaps it helped me deal with being an single kid. In between we get busy and we forget the things which make us happy, truely happy. Yet ultimately we go back and we feel reguvenated. Generally there's a lot of death going on in the world. In the last 48 hrs we lost 2 great souls of Indian Cinema Irfaan Khan and Rishi Kapoor, more than anything this tells us how short life is. And in the words of the great Jack Dawson we must make each moment count in the ways that truely matter to us.

Ive been writing here since a while now but quite irregularly. So some things will change ,this is my blog and I have decided to write everyday to document my emotions, thoughts and experiences in no specific order whatsoever.

Perhaps the self doubt will still lie with me on somedays, but as much as possible I'll try to give you guys my best. I ask for your forgiveness in advance for the lousy posts and hope you will encourage the good ones so that I know I am doing good. I guess this is what I would call a pet project right now.




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