It’s that year when you say this time everything will be different, you’ll change, you’ll stop giving anyone second (third, fourth and infinite) chances. Year by year, everything changes, yet you feel that everything is still the same. By being the type of person who lets things go with the flow, I start to see how time really changes everything and Heals all wounds, how Karma played really well and how people came back to our lives after leaving abruptly.
 
I started the year with people I love and people that make me the happiest. Although the year was somehow full of downs, I still am grateful of every memory I made throughout the year with each and every person that came across my path, thank you for helping me put out the best version of myself around you and for always lifting me up! It is true, that every year, we tend to lose friends and loved ones, but we always gain new ones. And for the real ones, they will always stay around no matter what.
 
I wish I could tell my 18-year old self or simply my younger self how my life turned out to become, how some questions were finally answered. And you know about those ages full of questions and some others full of answers… Yes, 2016 was the year with the most answers to my unanswered questions. They say time heals all wounds and my favorite saying emphasizes on this point "Time will tell" - Keep going, everything you need will come to you at a perfect timing.
 
In addition to that, I came across this article found on the thoughtcatalog.com talking about 40 words for emotions I’ve felt but couldn’t explain – among those 40 words, here are the ones summing up my year;

1. Mal de Coucou: A phenomenon in which you have an active social life but very few close friends – people who you can trust, who you can be yourself with, who can help you flush out the weird psychological toxins that tend to accumulate over time. (= My life)
2. Sonder: The realization that each random passerby is living a life as vivid and complex as your own.  (Which makes us all equal)
3. Altschmerz: Weariness with the same old issues that you’ve always had. (Working on improving this!)
4. Ambedo: A kind of melancholic trance in which you become completely absorbed in vivid sensory details.
5. Nodus Tollens: The realization that the plot of your life doesn’t make sense to you anymore. (Yes… it sometimes happens!)
6. Liberosis: The desire to care less about things. (Working on this!)
7. Kairosclerosis: The moment you realize that you are currently happy.
8. Vellichor: The strange wistfulness of used bookstores, which are somehow infused with the passage of time. (Priceless feeling!)
9. Nighthawk: A recurring thought that only seems to strike you late at night. (Sighs…)
10. Adrnonitis: Frustration with how long it takes to get to know someone. (Pfffff!!!)
11. Keyframe: A moment that seemed innocuous at the time but ended up marking a diversion into a strange new era of your life. (Goosebumps…)
12. Catopric Tristesse: The sadness that you’ll never really know what other think of you, whether good, bad or if at all.
13. Anemoia: Nostalgia for a time you’ve never known. (Ah!!! The 60’s and the 70’s maybe the 40’s too.)
14. Semaphorism: A conversational hint that you have something personal to say on the subject but don’t go any further. (Everytime…)
15. Énouement: The bittersweetness of having arrived here in the future, where you can finally get the answers to how things turn out in the real world – what your friends would end up doing, where your choices would lead you, exactly when you’d lose the people you took for granted – which is priceless intel you instinctively want to share with anybody who hadn’t made the journey, as if there was some part of you who had volunteered to stay behind, who still stationed at a forgotten outpost somewhere in the past, still eagerly waiting for the news upfront. (Highlight of my year!)

http://thoughtcatalog.com/brianna-wiest/2016/02/40-words-for-emotions-youve-felt-but-couldnt-explain/