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The World Is a Fucked Up Place

You know, many people say life gets better. Not many people would tell you the truth or truly help you get through the troubles that you are going through. A lot of people just tell you something in hopes that you will leave them alone about it, no one really cares if your okay. And I have come to recognize that. Currently i'm going through a lot of anxiety and stress, but i'm not looking for anyone's sympathy, I am here to tell you how selfish people are. Think back to the last time someone was depressed or upset, did you really care? I mean you might of cared for a second, but i'm sure it doesn't cross your mind that much, and when you seek  help from other people I am sure you can tell they don't really care either. The only people that would usually care so much to comfort you through rough times are Family, hell most of the time for a lot of people they don't give two damns either. Let me tell you a little bit about why I believe this, and you don't have to agree with me, we are all different people with opinions.
I live with 3 other people who are my family members, one of the my mother and the other two are my siblings, my mother is the type of person who truly shows that she cares, but if it gets to stressful for her she doesn't want anything to do with it. My brother is the type of person who can't comprehend other peoples  feelings or opinions, even if you give him hard evidence that you are right and he is wrong, he still finds a way to turn it around. My sister I sometimes think she cares but most of the time she doesn't, she is truly a selfish person who wouldn't think twice about throwing you under the bus if it meant she would gain something from it. I myself am a pretty sensitive guy, I care enough to make someone feel like they are not alone, but lately my emotions have been going blank, my appetite dispersing into nothing, just pure anxiety and stress, I fear that I will be trapped with the people I am living with for a long time, because I cannot muster the courage to start my own life. My mother is going through surgeries and hardships and I cannot leave her here with two people who wouldn't give a shit unless there internet or food or electricity was jeopardized.
It's a very hard thing to find someone who really cares for you, and if you do have someone like that, don't hesitate to show them that you care for them just as much. People now days show you that they care with a fake face, but they only care for themselves. As an example, if you give someone a gun and say, "shoot this person, or i'm going to kill you" they will most likely shoot the person. It's the same thing with money, people will kill and lie, ruin friendships, relationships, and ruin family's for money. But everyone still posts on Facebook and other social websites, all for attention for themselves. People walk around with a fake smile acting like they give two shits. The world is fucked up the way it is. No one really needs anyone anymore, but no one gives two damns to change it, almost everyone only cares about themselves.



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