I want to Sleep but I couldn’t sleep. Days passed by as I stared at the ceiling; depressed, sick, hurt and wondering just what the hell has been going on with my life. Before I even realized it, the shitty year went by in the blink of an eye, with no hope still to be seen on the horizon.

…Well I can talk about how shit my life is all I want, but let’s talk my blog instead.

I have lasted more than half a decade on this blog, though I feel like I’m slowly but surely losing my passion in blogging. Not that bad, just slightly. I have been smart to get away from my hobbies when I got too moody; one of my key principles in hobbies — avoid them if you feel you can’t enjoy them. Blogging’s one of them, of course, but since I was moody for so long, that means I wasn’t even in the mood to write anything the whole time. Even worse, aside from my shitty mood, my ideas are running thin too.

So yeah, you may notice I have slowed down tremendously lately. I only managed to publish one post per month for the past few months or so, and don’t be surprised to see this trend continue (so kinda on a semi-hiatus schedule, I suppose). Or maybe I can blog regularly this year, and I’m just making a fool out of myself for worrying so much. Let’s just cross our fingers and hope it’s the latter.

Happy new year, guys.