When will I get to explore what it would mean to lead more retreats? To help people find the connection to others, to their own spirituality, to the world, to help in a more meaningful way.
When will it pass that I can make the time and live the in the zone of "No Toggle,"with more integrity, more authencitcy, more me-ness?
The answers are coming closer, the when coming in, within a breath of my face and now that the when is here, it is a tad frightening.
When this has happened in the past, I would have pulled back, maybe rested in the idea that "things are good enough, why rock the boat?" but not this time.
Now, when I look at the goal in the face, I am also staring down the fear, the limitations, the voices, the old dreams, the things that no longer fit.
Now I'm feeling more courage, more confidence, more freedom than when I'd felt it was a free fall.
That when is now.
