Today is day 12 of my 40 days - 40 carbs - 40 prayers.

First, let me apologize to my faithful readers for missing my post this morning. This week has been so difficult. I am under so much stress from pressures in my life, I cannot remember why I wanted to go on this fast. The only reason I haven't visited PapaJohns.com is because I made a promise to God.

True confession, I have been living in a high state of stress for the last three years. In the last month it multiplied exponentially to an impossible level. I spend a large majority of my day managing stress. I am an emotional eater and there is a lot of good food in my kitchen. It would be great if I could use the food to manage the stress, but I won't break my promise to Jesus.

My friend thinks I am a raving lunatic, because every time we talk on the phone I am nearly hysterical. She patiently listens and puts me back on track. She must think I am crazy. However, she is wonderful and I count her as a blessing.

So... keep me in your prayers. Wish me some decent rest, and I will see you again in the morning.