I didn’t think it is going to be so hard to let you go and say goodbyes. I thought I was stronger. I had a million things I wanted to say before you left, but I couldn’t say any word because of the tears. And that wasn’t what and how I felt. I wanted to say that I will miss you a lot, and I will be here, waiting for you to come home. Because you can always find home at my heart. I wanted to say that I am very proud of everything you have accomplished and the person that you’ve become. Mostly, I wanted to tune you, that this is not the end, that this is just a beginning for something even bigger and brighter. For a whole new world out there. But I collapsed. I couldn’t even say goodbye properly. Couldn’t spit over my lip, while I was drowning in my own tears.

I really think it is much more easier to go, than to stay. You will be surrounded with a lot of new impressions, culture, society, and You will not have any time to fall in thinking. But that is life, you know. Bittersweet, colorful, and not always understandable, and that probably is the best of it.

Not many people find this essence that we have. That free-falling that keeps us together. When you don’t feel like a prisoner or somehow tangled, but you can fly, grow, trust and just be yourself, and someone will understand and be there for you. Someone, who will find you quite nice, just the way you are. Even at your worst. And that is a treasure, that has to be taken care of. I feel lucky and blessed to know you and to have you.

Do not you worry about anything. Everything is going to be perfect, even in it’s imperfection. Now it is time to explore, get inspired, to taste, to feel, to see the world around you. To be a part of something crazy and incredible. To be a part of a journey, that may change you til someone I will not even recognize, but it is worth it!

Be good to the world, take care of the nature around you wherever you go, and smile to the people you are going to meet.

Lots of love,

Your girlfriend.