I have been quiet lately, as I have been Busy looking into a few work from home options. Mostly surveys and PTC. These have been time consuming and slow. I didn't expect anything different. Though recently I have been feeling like I need more. So much needs to be done financially and slow and steady just wont work.

I could finally have found what I've been looking for, not yet sure. I have to admit, thus far I have tried a few options. All sorts of lies and empty promises, that out of desperation, I found myself falling for them. Of course I obviously have doubts. Unfortunately these things require money. So at some point we find ourselves scooping money out anyways. It's difficult, being a parent who wants to provide all that we never had for our children.  

Without any doubt I intend on continuing with the surveys and PTC options. They keep me busy, and I am curious to see how they pan out.

The most important thing in life is to always do your best, and find what makes you happy. Sad thing for myself, is that I am still to find out what that is. I find myself in a situation where I still don't know where I belong, nor what I should do. I have tried many different options. They were not for me. Currently I personally feel that working from home would suit me best. Not interested in the 9 to 5 options. Also, working from home, means I still get to play a major role in my family's lives. I can go visit family whenever the mood strikes me, and make sure my children are taken care of. I don't trust anyone else with that task.

There most certainly are ways to make money from home. That is the reason I have not given up. How can I give up when I am so close?

You are closest to your dreams when you finally have nothing more to lose. I have now reached that point. Hit rock bottom, yet for some reason I have not yet given up. I still see the light at the end of the tunnel. Normally at this point I would have long given up. This time around I know that I am so close, that giving up is no option. That knowledge is exciting and scary. It's good that even when people are looking at me and see hopelessness I can still find my light.

No matter what you may find yourself in. It is never too late. We are all different and things are set out for us at different times. I am learning to be okay with that. I feel it is better for me to cut myself off from others. Having to listen to them drudge on about their sad and pathetic lives is draining and none of my business. Also those annoying braggers who feel the world revolves around them.  They tend to bring you down and suck the good and positive about of you.

Don't give up, as long as you're still running the race is not over!