11:16am

While technology kept advancing these days, all I got to say is I got a new Phone. And typing words from here sensible endless hell because their autocorrect game is strong. Don't get me wrong, it's not a cheap phone but it's not expensive either, I got it via re-contracting which in turn makes it free.

Surprisingly the feature includes taking good photos, and I'm certainly proud of it considering it's produced in China. Erm stereotype much? I've been asleep most of the time, refuting the idea of heading outdoors for sunlight despite the fact that mom tried many ways to get me out of the bed. I'm just tired, period. Lethargic not due to school or work on my priority list, in fact I skipped work this weekend. I don't know why, laziness seem to have taken it's toll. Or perhaps my drinking problems. It takes me two days to finish the entire bottle of wine, it was unplanned and uncalled for but I figured a little state of hallucination and insane dancing around could keep me sane.

Well with regards to civilization and socialising, I kinda gave up. As much as I miss those days when I had volleyball matches with the adults, seeing those old photos on google drive, nostalgia much? And back then the feelings towards trying to make new friends were real. Now, it's just me and myself dealing with loneliness. 

Anyway the hopes for visiting this year's Halloween horror nights are nigh. Its' like I want to go, but most of my classmates chickened out, or they have been there before thus it'll be a waste of money to revisit again. I'm still trying my luck though, aiming this friday, and hopefully I could get someone to accompany me within a short notice. 

Completely ran out of words to write, my brain has thus shut down since this afternoon when I decided to wake up for food, and then more sleep. Deeply craving for a shelf of alcohol that could last me more than 3 days. Hopefully.