I thought about you today. You have proven to be the center of my world. Every day, every thought somehow revolves around, or involves, you. I could be staring at the sky or walking down the road. It doesn't matter. Something will pull on my brain, twist at my skull, and there you are again. I try to look away, forget you exist, but your face is imprinted on the insides of my eyelids. Even when I go to sleep you haunt me. Dark shadows form a tall figure and I can just make out your slight smile, the one constant happiness in my dreams.

I thought of you today. These thoughts then made it happen - the ache in my heart that slowly builds. I long for the look telling me everything I want to hear without you having to say a single word. I remember it well. It made me feel again, made me whole again. Although I know I'm never really whole without you. Something has left me, the spark of life which kept me going. But you won't let it fade. You think you ignite the pilot but in reality you have become that spark. And I fear that without you by my side, I might give up altogether. So I hang on, so I cling to you out of fear.

I thought of you today. Something made me laugh, and immediately I wanted you to laugh too. Whenever I am happy, so should you be. All my happiness I want to share with you. I want to give it to you. All of me is yours to take.

I thought about you today. Did you think about me too?