heh! ... as if?!

paano ako makakaranas ng "writer's block" gayong hindi ko alam kung paano gumawa ng matinong salaysay.

bakit ba ang hirap magsulat? ang hirap isalaysay ang mga bagay at pangyayari na naranasan ko mismo. nakakainis. gusto kong magkwento pero hindi ko alam kung papaano ko isasalaysay na maeenganyo ang isang mambabasa na tapusin ang mga nilahad ko.

papaano nga ba maging magaling na manunulat? ...


heniwey ...

i was very very disappointed with myself last week (actually, until now. but not as bad as how i felt last week.) i told myself to not do this thing again, and i was doing good for few days until something happened that made me do it again. argh! ... this led to another failure - i stopped doing juice fasting... and another failure ... and another. sigh.

anyway, i have to stay in focused with the goals i have and must achieve. tomorrow will be day 1 of my juice fasting again. and hopefully, this time, i'll stick with my 30-day commitment on juice fasting.

i should stay on track, since there has been signs of favorable days on me again. i have a scheduled qualifying exam on tuesday on one of the companies i applied to and i might also get that interview this week for the part-time work 'am eyeing. if the universe will continue to conspire to be on my side, then i'll be a part of the "tax-payer community" again before the fourth month of this year starts. yey!