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I found out~

I Found Out~

This is such a lovely Song by them. Their songs always have helped me out in life when it got tough and it makes me feel as if there's some kind of spiritual connection between the band and their fans. Even their covers are amazing and fit their style (Long Distance Call, for example and not only, Sunday, Bloody Sunday too) Also, Hayley is such a nice person (she even has a Tumblr account so she can connect with fans easier!)

On another note, I keep on having weird dreams that are so fucked up, so messed up that I can't even understand what is going on in my head. Either people from my past come up in them, which I haven't seen in many months to years even and they say these strange things that stir me up so badly, or the same recurring people which I see on a daily basis. And I try to stay away from any possible drama, I'm trying to study more and more for my upcoming exams and nothing is helping me to do so. My family is acting hectic as usual, there's no peace and quiet in the house, at School we just waste time, 'cause either the teachers don't come in or they don't teach anything or they just waste our time with feeble stories about antique events that are irrelevant to us.

Also, I'm kinda having guilt trips for breaking up with my former boyfriend, 'cause my friends tell me he's just mopping around and been sad. And we weren't even that much long together, and it's kinda awkward now when I see him in school.. Well, at least I'll be leaving in the summer, so he won't have to see me any-more that much, though we hang out in the same group..

I'll just give up any kind of socializing, just go to school, stay in class during the breaks, go to my tutoring lessons, then home and that'll be it till middle of July. Any free time will be allocated for studying and maybe a movie or a tv-show. But inside my room, on my PC. I will turn off my phone. I will not visit facebook or any other online form of socializing. Of course all of this won't be 100% possible, but hey, at least I'll be trying.

On a happier note (I think), I've been thinking to buy a laptop for myself, since my birthday is coming up. I've set my eyes on an Asus K53SC-SX140D, and I'm literally in love with it. But I think I'm going to postpone buying it until I get into college because I don't want to feel tempted to skip studying to play video games on it xD



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