So finally got myself a car and Insurance sorted out should be driving sometime Monday, You cant believe how much of a pain it was to get insurance and finance. I mean cmon my quote for insurance was £5,389 at that point i stopped looking and gave up.

But my dad is going to pay it all for me and i have to pay it back when i get myself sorted out. Which may take a while considering i don't have a job yet. 

Hopefully that will change when i get rid of my anxiety issues and finally pluck up the courage to enter job seekers.

I feel so Alive right now, Just the fact that 2 years ago i was in total disarray and now i am Smashing my goals and making myself a better person. 

Sometime next week i plan to quit smoking, which is the next hurdle he he it could take a long time or if I'm lucky It will be easy.

I just want to say thank you to all the people with very encouraging and thoughtful things to say to me via email.

Especially you Sarah your story inspired me early on when i needed that extra push, I'm so glad your doing better now.

Be strong Darling