My husband and I just past our 1 year separation date. I have spent the last year feeling guilty and having a hard time letting go, even though I was the one that left. He is seeing someone now and I knew that this would Hurt when it happened. We still have our finances together and the house so now I think I need to get this separated so that I can truely move on with my life. I feel so alone and lost right now. I have been dating casually since our split up and I do want him to be happy but it doesn't make this any easier. It hurts pretty bad. Lately too I have felt like things are just falling apart for me and I am at such a loss as to where to go now. I don't even know if anything I am saying right now is making any sense.

This has been a tough year and all I can hope for is that things are going to get better. I have come off my anti-anxiety drugs, I am starting slowly to run again and although the men I date are not serious I feel OK in that department too. I guess things are better its just hard to see them because change is hard.

Well I'm going to go now, so you all take care.

Kim
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