So, about a year in a half ago I realized I was almost 40 lbs heavier than I wanted to be. So, I buckled down and started really watching what I ate and almost every morning I got up and went walking, and then eventually started going to the gym about 3 days a week. I don't know where or when I started getting lazy, but I did! It sucks and I really regret going down the same dang road that got me 40 lbs over weight! In a year in a half I lost 35 lbs and in about 3 months I gained 15 lbs of it back! I don't know why but, I feel like I look worse than I did before I lost the weight! So you would think that feeling this way would get me even more motivated to get back to exercising and dieting...

Hells no! It's pissing me off SO MUCH! I do extremely well for about 2-3 days, and then I get lazy! Or I see everybody else in my household eating decliciousness in front of me and I just want a little! Last time I could have just A LITTLE and control myself. Now, I keep eating and eating and a normal person would start feeling full or sick... nope, not me! I feel like I could keep eating! 

So, anyways I'm hoping that by writing in my blog on how I'm doing, maybe that will help keep me motivated!!!

So, I'm going to try and plan out a weekly routine and keep on counting my calories and let's see how I do! I really do want to be healthier and I do enjoy working out! I just need to make myself have fun with it again!

This article was written in springnote.