Hello. My baby blog. How are you doing? Are you angry? Because I was gone for quite long time? I am so sorry. Please don't be mad at me, my Bloggie. My life has totally twisted that I don't know what to do. Where to go. What to say. I really don't know to whom to share my feelings, my inner emotions, my happiness, my sadness. I don't know, really. You were the ONLY one I could ever thought of to run to. Not because you were popular 3 years back. Not because I am using you. Not because I am feeling sad. I don't know why. I just need someone to talk to. I have lost my interest in everything. Could you listen to me? Sometimes all you need in your life is someone to listen to you. No advice. No suggestion. Just listen. Could you? :) I am feeling sadddddd. I don't know why? Hehehe. Why is that whatever I do, I am still always wrong? ALWAYS. And why is that, I am not allowed to do anything on my own. Seems like my life is not my life. Pity me. Why? Hay. Can't even hurt myself to remove out my frustration. Totally frustrated, and somewhat broken inside. I am not liking my life. So colorless. Even though I am right or wrong, I always have to tell "I am sorry!" Bakit ganun? Don't I have the right to be "right"? Don't I have to right to feel hurt? Hay buhay. Getting used to this daily routine. Don't worry. Thank God you're still here to listen to me. Thank you so much. I feel somewhat better pouring my heart out. I love you blogggggiiiieee!

P.S. Please don't think I am crazy to talk to my blog. PLEASE. Please don't laugh at me. I just don't have someone to talk to. Hope you understand. Thanks. :(


-dipchip