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Letter No. 21

Maya walks into the house, balancing the groceries, mails and purse in one hand, handphone and keys in the other. She went on to arrange her groceries, boil some water for her hot chocolate, add biscuits to Duke's bowl, water her plants at the Kitchen window sill and threw her washed clothes into the dryer. Her mind though, was elsewhere.



Sitting on the window seat at her study, she read n reread the 2 page letter 3 times. Savouring every word, the contents were melting into her heart like they always do. Smiling to herself, she was already travelling... between the lines, into the letter to where he was. The whistle of the angry kettle and Duke's unapproving whine jolted her out of her momentary journey, bringing her back to earth.

Placing her hot chocolate on her floral coaster, Maya sat at the kitchen table, picked up her pen and started her reply.....

Dear Mishra.
She has to stop calling him with his surname, they are teenagers no more.

Hola!! Cómo estás? Got your letter today......


I know.. I know... technically I'm not in Spain, but this house is making me feel so very Spanish. Since this is the first time I'm writing from this new home, I think it warrants an introduction. Came fully furnished, interior deco by a gay latino couple who used this place as a holiday retreat (what a retreat it must have been.... *wink*). I do giggle at some of the pictures and decoratives, still unsure if they are "pornographic" or "exotic", but their impeccable taste is impressive nonetheless.


Both the rooms are dominated by queen sized beds, covered with faded comfortable quilts that look like they belong to another English era. I have to tell you about the backyard, Duke's favourite hangout. Haphazardly planted roses, carnations, daisies and some flowers that I've not seen before, there's no order, no planning. Yet, it looks like a beautiful colourful page out of a children's book. During one of his down-swing moods, Duke had fought with three of the rose plants, and aside from a scratch on his nose, I have to say he won the fight. I had to nurse the scratch of my war-torn warrior for the next three days.


My favourite place is the kitchen. Very different from our's, no high-end gadgets, no "only silver-black-white's" here. The cups and saucers are mismatched, the mugs are of different sizes, all the 6 dinner plates are from 6 different dinner sets. I wonder if this was deliberately done. Small things that defy the norm. I can see the table that I'm using now have come from a very strong oak tree...

We had many moments in our kitchen, our ex-kitchen, didn't we? Kitchen is such a unique place of a house. Many kind of hunger could be fed here, many kind of thirst could be quenched here. It's where we had done our accounts, where we had our romantic dinners, our silly arguments, our serious discussions, our multiple and final separation. It's where we had come to laugh about our guests who were still sitting in the living room, where I had spied on our neighbours cheating on each other, where we found a baby kitten that Duke had hidden, and where we had cooked together and thought that that life was forever.


What do you feel now that no one fights with you for the morning paper, when no one yells at you for leaving the air-condition on, no one asks you about your work when you come home. I wonder if you feel like I do... aching solitude. Well, forget me. But Duke sure does miss you. He looks at the main door when the 8 o'clock news comes on, to see if you walk in. That was his cue. :-) He doesn't chew the floormat anymore. Has become a matured responsible man. Sits on my large swollen feet whenever he's a lil off mood, willing me to tickle his tummy like you do. It's getting a wee bit difficult to bend over to him, now that my own tummy is showing quite a bit. Too large for 21 weeks actually.


I write a weekly column for the Sunday paper under a nom-de-plume, I wonder if you realized it's me. I was careful not to mention anything that might tip you off, but I was hoping that you might... you know... recognize... me....my style, maybe.... just wondering. What do you write these days? Still scribbling poems on scraps of papers and leaving them all over the place? It never bothered you that no one appreciated you, how well you write. You just write for the heck of it, a talent hidden from the world, no one saw and no one heard. Strange characteristic of an artist. At least you write me.... I should thank you for that.... ;-)

I've decided that I'll wear my hair long now, like you've suggested. They've reached my waist... Long hair is high maintenance but I'm trying. I'm wearing alot of lavenders and lilacs, I know you liked purple on me. No more coffee 4 times a day. In fact, I have milk before bed. I know this is gonna tickle you senseless, but hey... a glass of milk a day will help keep the doctor away?? a glass of milk at night may help this insomniac sleep tight!! I do some things that might please you.... you may not know it, but the illusion of pleasing you secretly pleases me too.
Well, as usual.... there is no other way to end a letter except "abruptly".... like many things in our life.... Looking forward to your next beige envelope......

-Maya-

Maya folds the letter neatly and places it in a white envelope. There is a box at the top shelf in the kitchen. She places her letter inside the box, atop another white envelope that says "Letter No. 20", and slides the box back in its original position. She saw his letter on the table, left open, and decided to read it again. Carrying her mug to the sink, she wonders if the meaning of one's name has any influence in one's life.... her's being "illusion".


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