I've been following the Bedroom Blog by Veronica on Cosmo Philippines for sometimes now, got hooked on it after reading a post last September. The story is realistic enough for me and most of us girls could actually relate to V's blog. When I check yesterday's post, Beware The Sign, I remember what I've been through, the dilemma of admitting to someone what's the real deal or just keep it inside. I chose to follow the signs, something I'm not accustomed to. I take the risk which makes me happy, inspired and contented for almost seven months. Then I checked today's post, Do You Believe In Signs? It wasn't something that I could say I can relate to, but I think it was I should've done when my fairy tale ended.
For V, the song 'Don't Cry Out Loud' is a sign. For me, it is a message, a wake-up call. Through this blog and a few talks with my friends, I've been quite vocal about how I am and how I feel after the break-up. I could and was able to hide from my family and friends how hurt I've been but I wasn't able to hide it from him. A sissy from a forum told me that she prefers to be wasted in front of her friends than her ex-boyfie, and she made me think with that. Then, after reading the lyrics of the song, it made me think more.
I've lost when I lose him, and made myself lose more by being emotional and crying out loud to him. I should've kept the hurt inside, by myself, but I chose to let him know how devastated I've been from what happened.
Now, after that fall, I'm standing on my ground (trying my best), and as the song goes I shall remember that I almost had it all.
For V, the song 'Don't Cry Out Loud' is a sign. For me, it is a message, a wake-up call. Through this blog and a few talks with my friends, I've been quite vocal about how I am and how I feel after the break-up. I could and was able to hide from my family and friends how hurt I've been but I wasn't able to hide it from him. A sissy from a forum told me that she prefers to be wasted in front of her friends than her ex-boyfie, and she made me think with that. Then, after reading the lyrics of the song, it made me think more.
I've lost when I lose him, and made myself lose more by being emotional and crying out loud to him. I should've kept the hurt inside, by myself, but I chose to let him know how devastated I've been from what happened.
Now, after that fall, I'm standing on my ground (trying my best), and as the song goes I shall remember that I almost had it all.
Don't cry out loud, Just keep it inside
Learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall
Remember you almost had it all
Learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall
Remember you almost had it all
