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I broke the ice with Mia.

It was Yesterday when I finally brought myself to do it, I cried... WITH JOY. Now this wasn't just a little greeting it was 1 inch high in a trash can with a diameter of 7 inches. Hmm I just though of something, that was like the first time I used to word diameter not in a math class, how funny. Anyway yesterday morning I was planning on drinking like 2 gallons of water and took laxatives in the morning. Around 9 o'clock at night I gave into my desires and binged like no other. I went back to my room feeling like crap. Suddenly I thought just fucking throw it up for once Alaska.I couldn't though. I went to my bathroom and took strong toothpaste I recently had purchased and lightly coated my index and middle finger. Slid those bitches back and after many gags finally got a little up. After that I just kept doing it until I was just getting mostly mucus probably because I took to long to actually start the business. Yesterday night I was puking the most I'd ever puked while watching the VMAS, best night since school started. Do I plan to do it again? No, only if I have another binge epidemic. I'm not going to suddenly start eating shitloads each day and just puke it up, that would not be a wise choice. I'm going to still try to eat very little food (I'm thinking about under 200 or 400 calories) but if I binge I have the shoulder of Mia to cry on. Because the thing is I like throwing up... after a binge.
-Alaska



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