It only makes me wonder how, how easily I forgot the trying times when in a phase of bounties. It was not long ago that my life was in a big turmoil and going towards a dead end; but God was kind to me and I was rewarded for all the test and tribulations I went through.

He gave me back my happiness and gave me more reasons to be happy, Surely he is the Greatest. I hope and pray that he never tries me again as I have a feeble heart and weak knees. I really don't have the strength for any tests any more except the last one and that is my DEATH.

Though He was so kind to me I was again the insolent and ungrateful one, at times I was arrogant and at times haughty. Surely I have sinned and only He can forgive me. My Lord I truly and sincerely regret for all my arrogance and haughtiness and seek your forgiveness and pardon for all my sins I have ever committed. (Ameen)

Signing off

Omer