Well i didn't do much today. I woke up about 3pm this afternoon after chatting to Brendan until the early hours of the morning. We talked about our problems with our relationship, trying to fix them - sort them out i spose. I guess we both left feeling calm knowing that most of them got sorted out. Its hard to know when he has a problem with our relationship. Well its not hard in that sense that i can down right not tell....Its hard because he doesn't really show his emotions. He told me how he felt about a lot of things - I have now decided to back away. He told me that he felt like he always had to be talking to me to make me happy... And that i was different when he first met me. Well of course I'm going to be different now, people change everyday. I know what he was saying though...probably that i was a Nicer Person when he actually met me. I know i was calmer, less angered and yes a nicer person but that doesn't mean I'm not that nice now...right? :( So i am backing off now, and going to do other things with my life now. I don't want to disappoint or make Brendan unhappy at all, i love him with all my heart (: Did i ever mention i had a Jealousy Problem with him? Its kind of died down now which is good, i just don't want to loose him....and I want to kill my jealousy problem. So anyway - fuck that.
I'm going down to this Antique shop tomorrow to try and get a job. They are advertising on the net and i was like "Oooo a nice way to get more cash in my hand....for my hopeful trip to Europe next year". Ive seen the shop before, haven't been in there though...just seen it. I need to get a bit of help from my mate CJ just to tidy my Resume up a bit more. His really good at Resumes :P The Resume King ^^ A lot of you probably wont know, but I'm going to try and go to Europe next year. I was looking at going in July to September to visit my good friend Shelly. We are going to be backpacking Northern Ireland, Ireland, Paris, London and maybe Scotland. Something like that anyway :P Oh and not to mention we are both attending this big Photography meet :P Yay! So exciting :P
So that was my day today...Just bumming around researching travel stuff and looking for a job. Oh and i have to ring up Tafe soon to see if i can do this course. Wish me luck for the job people ;)
Fiona
I'm going down to this Antique shop tomorrow to try and get a job. They are advertising on the net and i was like "Oooo a nice way to get more cash in my hand....for my hopeful trip to Europe next year". Ive seen the shop before, haven't been in there though...just seen it. I need to get a bit of help from my mate CJ just to tidy my Resume up a bit more. His really good at Resumes :P The Resume King ^^ A lot of you probably wont know, but I'm going to try and go to Europe next year. I was looking at going in July to September to visit my good friend Shelly. We are going to be backpacking Northern Ireland, Ireland, Paris, London and maybe Scotland. Something like that anyway :P Oh and not to mention we are both attending this big Photography meet :P Yay! So exciting :P
So that was my day today...Just bumming around researching travel stuff and looking for a job. Oh and i have to ring up Tafe soon to see if i can do this course. Wish me luck for the job people ;)
Fiona
