‘Chatter’ is how I like to term all that ‘they’ have to say to me, whether to repeat my thoughts verbatim or to comment upon them or to make some other ‘generalised’ comments to try and scare me or drive me out of my mind perhaps. The amount of chatter goes up and down with time. Each time the amount of chatter rises and comes down again can be termed an ‘iteration’, I believe.
There are Major iterations, lasting several months or even years at a stretch, and there are minor iterations, which may last only a few days at a time. There have been innumerable minor iterations and only two major ones thus far, in the four years since ‘they’ entered my life. Right now ‘we’ (‘they’ and I) are in the middle of the second Major Iteration. Although it began only a few months ago, when I moved to a town in South India for work, I believe we are well past the crest of this one, although the trough may not yet be in sight.
From what I have observed, my mind functions perfectly well into at least the first two months of a major iteration. I communicate with them through ‘telepathy’, replying to their comments (which they convey to me through speech) through my thoughts, thus creating a unique kind of ‘conversation’ hitherto unknown to mankind, unless ‘they’ have other victims as well, who are yet to speak out perhaps because no one they know is likely to believe them.
In the third month, I start exhibiting symptoms of obsessive compulsive disorder (OCD) in terms of unwanted and inappropriate thoughts about women I know and need psychiatric help in the form of medicines for the OCD. I think the OCD kicks in during the third month mainly on account of the stress caused by the ‘telepathic’ conversations, which constitute an unnatural activity that the human brain is not meant to handle under normal circumstances.
Then, although it may have begun all of a sudden, the OCD gradually goes away. Whether it goes away because of the medicines or because a major iteration has begun to wane, because ‘they’ want it that way, or both, I can not say.
As to how many more of major iterations I am likely to witness during the rest of my life I do not know. All that I have been able to conclude is that I should start taking medicines to control OCD during the second month or so of a major iteration. In that way I can continue to defeat each of ‘their’ onslaughts and to deny them whatever it is that they seek to achieve through their nefarious activities.
