Cuz this song describes perfectly how I'm feeling right now.
And also fits perfectly to be the beginning of this Blog.

Tomorrow - Avril Lavigne

And I wanna believe you
When you tell me that it'll be okay
I try to believe you
But I don't

When you say that it's gonna be
It always turns out to be a different way
I try to believe you
Not today, today, today, today, today

I don't know how I'll feel
Tomorrow,Tomorrow
I don't know what to say
Tomorrow
Tomorrow is a different day

It's always been up to you
It's turning around, its up to me
I'm gonna do what I have to do
Just don't

Give me a little time
Come leave me alone a little while
Maybe its not too late
Not today, today, today, today, today

Hey, yeah, yeah, Hey, yeah, yeah
And I know I'm not ready

Hey, yeah, yeah, Hey, yeah, yeah
Maybe tomorrow

And I wanna believe you
When you tell me that it'll be okay
Yeah, I try to believe you
Not today, today, today, today, today
Tomorrow it may change