What was I thinking?

Did I ever really thought things would work out?Why did I put my precious heart out in the open only to be ripped apart by you?

I wasn't thinking,I know.I followed my heart.I did what I thought was right.I took the chance.I wanted to be honest.I wanted to be free to be "me".But I'm sorry if you didn't felt the same way.I'm sorry I didn't match up to your ideals.I'm sorry because I can only be "me"....

To my friends, thank you for encouraging me to take the plunge,eventhough things never work out for me.I'm happy it worked for the both of you and I'm happy you found what you were both looking for.Eventhough I came out a loser,but I'm glad you all came out a winner.

I'm glad God,You showed me patience.You showed me mercy.You spared me from further sufferings.You lick my open wounds and mend my broken heart.

Maybe someday you will show me the path to him...

Maybe someday...

Maybe...