Not every high-moment, however long it is sustained - is going to seem worth it indefinitely. There's always a risk of Unpredictable phases that follow the Great Feelings.
But I should consciously recognize this...these patterns. Because I wrote about them. I explained them!
A tired brain is...quite oftenly an Irritable Brain...irrespective of Age.
But Weakened/Damaged people aren't necessarily INCAPACITATED...they are, without a doubt...many times the most Observant & Self-Aware people. Sometimes self-awareness is a Gift that Leads to spontaneous Resilience, and sometimes in that Awareness, it is possible to break through the Fog of Darkness & hopelessness, that encompasses a Withdrawing, Depressed mind. But I am Lucky to be Gifted with such a Mind, however DULL the Moment is now, can NOT stop my Stride to Success & Glory. Let this message Permeate. Resonate. Because I write now and always, no Death awaits me even in unkind Rumination...not even in Suspicion. Or in any *negative emotion*. Those are temporary. Temporary enough that I know my Next Leap now is a NECESSITY...and preventing further slumps a Crucial Endeavor. One that may - give me the Success of The Ages.