7:29 pm

Well here it is. The abundance of emotional ride for 2017 is ending in a swift. While usually we don't have much plans in terms of celebrating with friends and family, I bought myself a cheap o wine. In midst to stir up some fun/ contemplation before the clock strikes zero. The year 2017 has been honestly brutal, and seeming. Felt like I just slept through the entire year like how I did so with my unusual naps. All in all, I haven't have anything accomplished since it takes another 4 months to graduate, haven't figure out a way to mend my relationship with the family yet, thus leaving 2017 in a cruel and jiffy motion.

Haven't made more than 4 friends, which might deem as weird for you but it's the truth. I never have a slightest clue on why it sucks when it comes to becoming antiquated. You could guess how much it sucks to have no one to talk to during the days of disaster, but it's okay, everything reverts back to normal after a thunderstorm and that is what I've been telling my peers. You can't learn to get back up after a downfall when you decide to sit all day whining about it. It takes great strength in a human to learn the hard way.

haha. I have no idea what I'm blabbering about.

Thus, I'm just gonna leave it here. A new year resolution check list doesn't matter since the days are still gonna be suck-ish when I revert back to work on Tuesday. However I do have something in mind that I want/wish it could happen. I.e the chance for more travelling opportunities. When you were given too much freedom in the household, you tend to utilize it on something more advanced rather than staying home purchasing games/ unnecessary items.

My next solo travelling trip is said to be on 4th April, where I have a week to explore the scenery of the city. Bali was always in mind, but I have yet to work a full detailed itinerary for the trip yet. Therefore, there are other options to choose. Until then, I'm just gonna leave a goodbye to 2017 and a note for the new year asking for more forgiveness and to spare me the "great downfall for people born in the year of ox" most websites were talking about.