11:26pm

The day falls once a year, and to most people, it gets intense and exciting as one ages. I was pacing aimlessly in the room whilst glancing at the clock. At every second from now, my birthday will be officially over. Which means the day of sorrow is wonderfully gone and I'll revert back to my normal routine without having to reply emails and text messages stating the Birthday code. It's extremely despairing if I were to describe celebrations. Thankfully most of the people understood why celebrating an aging soon to be adult is unnecessary and melancholic.

Still wondering why it seems awfully special to go through the entire day without reminding myself that I just turned 20. In the blink of an eye, time has ever so often rule the universe. Thank you for reminiscence of 20 years wasted trying to live a life I never got to explore. Now that I have seen side of my world (in reference to the amount of dangerous solo travelling trips this year and reckless deeds that landed me in trouble endless times), I believe it's time to step up the game and advance to the responsibilities of an acting adult.

Met up with my friends yesterday over the course of a dinner, we had an amazing time chatting and simply recreating the reminiscence of good college days. As we are approaching the end of the year 2017 in due time, I hope our friendship stays perceptually unless time transcends which leads us no choice but to bid adieu.

  Didn't know there is a bar themed restaurant near my house. All thanks to Pearl for searching it up. Nonetheless, representing picture shows a vegan burger featuring uncomfortably salted chips and tofu burger with brackish teriyaki sauce. The bar itself is cozy and chill, bonus points goes to their selection of 90s music and vibes.

We order this 1 for 1 cocktail. Not entirely sure what ingredients were combined but the ratio of concentration of rum and soda were 1:2, despite having a little aftertaste of the cheap rum, I could feel the development of the cocktail itself. Overall a nice experience especially when it lured us with that 1 for 1 special. Thanks Regime for the drinks.

The day ceases to be fun.

Mom went behind my back and bought a cake roll today in spite of my strong rejection and disdainment in birthday celebrations. However we did it in a swift manner, sing a song and starting eating the cake. Dad gave a red packet too which practically covers half of the Addams family musical ticket. Likewise, I did a thank you speech to my family whom "celebrated" my birthday but blanked out mid way and started cussing the hell out of one another.

I am utterly saddened by the sudden growth in my age, despite lacking the brain power of a 20 year old. As always, I have no idea how/where to proceed and guidance are statutory along the way.