So I just found out that the girl i'm being forced to live with next year, thinks that I'm Jealous of her, and has apparently been telling people I'm crazy. What the fuck? First of all, I'm not jealous of her, because I am pretty sure there's some serious fucking issues going on in her head (she seriously though she was moving to maine with this guy she just met). And also I'm almost 21??? I hated being 18, why the fuck would I be jealous of that again?? I also hated my freshman year. Plus, she's the one that keeps trying to get me to rush with her (uhh, I'm going to be a senior, no thanks?? there's a reason I haven't done it in the previous years) and trying to get me to stay an extra year so I can graduate with her. Wtf.

Well. I guess it's a good thing I've just decided to be cordially distant from her before I found this out. Oh well. Goes to show that I only really have one friend in the world, and that one friend lives in Indiana and I have only seen her once. Yaaay.

And I tries to hand out with my old roommate but she went home for the weekend and wont be here so I really am all alone.

But I've thought of a good thing to do for Crystal's (exroommate from last year) birthday. Going to ask my RA for a big sheet of butcher paper and write a big happy birthday on it and take it to her door. She lives in another building, but I think I can do it. Her birthday is on Tuesday.

I just feel a little upset that the crazy girl actually thinks I want to be her. No way, you had sex with some random guy you'd known for only a month. And are playing it off like an "accident." I mean, have sex with strangers that's whatever, but at least own up to your decisions when it turns out the guy is a tool.

Although she is apparently maybe getting with this other guy on the floor who is also a huge toolbag (made fat jokes at me, like I know I'm fat but I'm trying really hard) and they definitely deserve each other. Can't wait for that to happen.

This was dramatic, sorry.