every morning rises a new sun...but when does the new life invite you? Waking up every morning with the idea of achieving something new is so easy to think of. But the devils from the past will not stop reminding you your good days, your bad days, the laughter, the cries , the useless bickering and the feeling of first love. Or do you remember the first pimple on your face? Or the first period? The first kiss, the first feeling of butterflies in your stomach. The first time you were alone at home and called over your boyfriend. You made out. How anxious you were? The continuous fluttering of heart won't stop. And yeah, your first porn? Those crazy, yet loving, late night talks. Messaging under the blanket to block out the lights flickering from your phone.
All these comprises our lives. How can anyone move on from all these? Aren't these worth remembering? Thinking about all these brings happy tears in your eyes. Nothing ever will feel like these again. No more first loves, no more first kisses. The feelings stop, and you turn to stones. Burying yourself behind computer screens, worrying about your career, fake smiling at people you barely know names of. We stop being real. But everyone still wants you to do one thing in midst of it all, move on. Everything will be fine. Will it? When can we do that happy dance again when we get that amazing present we have been wanting for months? So many things have been done, so many yet to do.
One day , this will all be laughed over at a evening tea. Or remembered while looking outside the window. That lost love, the person you helped, lost friends, that man on the bus who was ogling at you. So many people yet meet, so many kisses yet to complete, becoming a parent and be concerned when your child goes through all this.
oh, oh!! SO MANY WORDS YET TO WRITE!!
Till then ponder over the moments, close your eyes and embrace your life as it comes. And also a wise thought:
Everyday is a new first though ;-)
P.S.: not very wise, but worth giving a thought.
Smile. It makes you beautiful and your life prettier.
