Today I made some space in my closet
Space that had been filled up so long
I hadn’t even noticed the cobwebs
Beginning to creep up in the corners.
Today I made some space in my closet
For there was something peculiar
About the cold that engulfed my body
When I approached in that direction.
Today I made some space in my closet
The residents of which had been so hazy
I hadn’t given their existence much thought
And they’d never let me know of it either.
Today I made some space in my closet
Because the burden of silent expectations
And of unforgiven mistakes
Is more crushing than any other.
Today I made some space in my closet
To not have to pretend that I care any more
Or dust surfaces of an external facade
Like a virtuous and dutiful housewife.
Today I made some space in my closet
Not because I had found replacements
But because there was a realization that
I was whole even with the gaps.
Today I made some space in my closet
Inspecting in new light this just realized area
Cleaning the cobwebs, pouring love into the cracks
And giving the walls a fresh coat of paint.
Today I made some space in my closet
Overwhelmed with the notion of emptiness
Only to learn that emptiness is an opportunity
An opportunity to rekindle, rebuild, re-rise.