As always: Downhill.
So it looks like things in my life have shifted once again. I will destroy the life I knew and begin fresh one more time. I don't know if I have what it takes.
Well, that's not true. I know I have what it takes. I just know I don't want to give it. I'm at the bottom of a dry pit without the will to crawl and tear myself out again. I have no reason to do that, I've lost and squandered and wasted all my reasons, so I'm left with sheer principle.
When I have tried so ridiculously to frame my life around principle, I fail now in desperate self-destruction. Is it easier to die, starving and alone, in this hole?
I'll find out.
How Goes the Flow?
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